I am a mess.
The doctors thought all their oils and herbs and injections would stop me
They were sorely mistaken.
In fact all the abuse has done is make me stronger
It’s started a callus that’s metastasized all throughout my body, including around my heart
In fact, I think maybe that’s where it started.
I’ve had my fingers burned, my mind sedated, and my limbs cracked beyond belief, so these days I don’t feel much of anything anymore.
Though the foreign blood running down my wrists is a lot warmer than I remember it.